I feeling hurt again. Sometimes I really question myself, can I ever learn to trust someone again? After having been hurt over and over again, these scars seems to be never ending. Sometimes I do wished that these scar will disappear immediately, like now! But You said iron sharpens iron, I know after all these I'll be stronger. I know there is a season for me to grow. But Daddy, I'm tired..

Is it because of my workload, that makes it worst? I don't like the me now. I feel like I am faking a smile to everyone I know.. what am I going to do?

I guess I took the promises between us too seriously.. you never seems to realized that you remind me of the scars I have in my heart...