I had my DnD ytd and well, kind of bored but lucky? Well, God is just so amazing. I won a Spa voucher in the lucky draw! I just asked God to bring smt home. And He gave me this big present! Wow, that's amazing ah. I can't believe I get it! Praise the Lord, Hallelujah!

Have you ever seen yourself lost in a situation where you can never do anything to get yourself out? Have you ever seen your loved ones so depressed, but yet you cannot do anything about it? I believe everyone had been through it. I have myself too, feeling bad that I can't do anything to help even when there's a strong urge to reach out to them...

I was asking God, What's the best way to reach out to others? And I realise, Prayers are the best way. No matter where you are, just keep that person in prayer.

2 corinthians 1: 11 (The message)

11We don't want you in the dark, friends, about how hard it was when all this came down on us in Asia province. It was so bad we didn't think we were going to make it. We felt like we'd been sent to death row, that it was all over for us. As it turned out, it was the best thing that could have happened. Instead of trusting in our own strength or wits to get out of it, we were forced to trust God totally—not a bad idea since he's the God who raises the dead! And he did it, rescued us from certain doom. And he'll do it again, rescuing us as many times as we need rescuing. You and your prayers are part of the rescue operation—I don't want you in the dark about that either. I can see your faces even now, lifted in praise for God's deliverance of us, a rescue in which your prayers played such a crucial part.

Prayers certainly helps when one is lost. No matter is it praying for own or for others. Whenever
I felt down, where I felt that I can turn to no one, it is really terrible to keep all within myself. But thanks God, I have Him, the greatest comfortor and listening ear, the one one will leads me to my destiny too.

Deuteronomy 4:29-31 (The Message)
29-31 But even there, if you seek God, your God, you'll be able to find him if you're serious, looking for him with your whole heart and soul. When troubles come and all these awful things happen to you, in future days you will come back to God, your God, and listen obediently to what he says. God, your God, is above all a compassionate God. In the end he will not abandon you, he won't bring you to ruin, he won't forget the covenant with your ancestors which he swore to them.

Life is full of obstacles. Even God, does not promise that there are no troubled-free life. But He promise to deliver us whenever we seek Him first. As what is stated in the Bible, God is a merciful God. He is the only one who won't abandone you. Sometimes, we will feel that friends will always be there for us. But yeah, it does not always seems to be the way. We ourselves are humans. How much can we do? We can't possibly reach out to so many ppl even if we want to too. But for God, His ways are always so not logical.

So, why not try praying to Him when you are lost with no solutions?

But remember, you NEED NOT be a christian for God to answer your prayers. Everything wents down to just "Having a relationship with God".

Maybe sometimes, you may asked "I prayed, but God never answer". Actually, God has His reasons for not answering too. If the request made is harmful to you, will He answer since He had already forseen what will going to hurt you? He give up Jesus just for you, so for what reason will He hurt you?

It is just, God is trying to protect you, and open another door for you... :)

Isaiah 58:8

8Then your light shall break forth like the morning,
Your healing shall spring forth speedily,
And your righteousness shall go before you;
The glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard.


God is going to raise a generation with healing in our hands! Don't you think is cool? I always get amazed when pastor prayed over healing, and wow, they are just HEALED! Healed of headach, tumour, cancer, fever etc. BIG or SMALL, nth is impossible for Him. He, the high priest, is always there to provide for us because of His merciful love. He died on the completed the work on the cross so that we can acheive His blessing. And when we recieve it, we do not need to earn it; we recieve by resting because He want to provide us a life of relax.



Hebrews 8:7-13 (New King James Version):
A New Covenant:

Haha. I came across this url through Try's blog. So out of curious, I check it out. What's the results?

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

How true is it? Determined by God. Haha

Just a few weeks ago, I went for pre-employment check up with try, and met up with Angelina afterwards just to hang out. We met at mos burger in J8 and had a nice chat, sharing with one another about our experiences. But well, I was quite tired that day that I never talked much. Can you imagine I'm so tired to the extend that I fall asleep in the shopping centre while waiting for Angelina? That's quite a amazing thing. Try was shocked. Haha

This is jus the end of my 2nd week of work. Oh man, I feel so tiring. Soon after I dismiss, and by the time I reach home, I can just fall asleep after a few mins! I wonder is it the tireness, or my mood swings that causing me to get so impatient with stuffs, and at first I feel so bad about it. Initially I feel that I've been very impatient. But well, I really hope I'm not doing the wrong stuffs and such.
Lord, you shall just help me not to bring any emotions into work. And Lord, bless all of these children, that they may grow up well with a bright path ahead of them. Thank you Lord, that You shall also guide me throughout these journeys with You, so that everything that I do.
Anyway, Lord, bless my brother with a safe journey and he shall find favors with the people over there. Haha. Ok, Good night everyone!!

Wow, its Arrow service again. It was an awasome day, and God answered my prayers! Actually, quite alot of stuffs happened today, let's start with what Pastor B shared with us today that touched me so much.

Today's preaching was on "God will make a way out of tribulations", where God said that Victory will always be on our ways when we faced challenges.

Romans 8:28 (New King James Version)
28And we all know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.
Romans 8:29 (Amplified Bible)
29For those whom He foreknew [of whom He was [a]aware and [b]loved beforehand], He also destined from the beginning [foreordaining them] to be molded into the image of His Son [and share inwardly His likeness], that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

In this chapter, God is actaully telling us that we don't have to do anything in order to justified and glorified ourselves.
V28: He mentioned everything will works well because We are called according to His purposes.
V29: He had knew us from the beinging, and He predestined to molded us into the image of His son Jesus, and we are unique. (firstborn among many brethren).
It is always God who finds the lost, and not we find Jesus. He finds us so that He can give us a life more abundantly. He will give us callings in our lives, and these callings are actually giftings that He provide. We are made in the image of Him, and He molded us like a diamond, so that we can shine to the world.

Romans 8:29-30(The message)

Nothing can seperated us from the love of God. Not even accusation we faced in our lives. The voices that makes us feel small, or condemn, are just voices from the devil. God will only gives voices of comfort and corrections. The devil can always make people say things such as "see, I told you already but you don't listen", or "see, you don't listen so you faced all these consequences". but voices of God will not condemn us, He will just assure us that He is there and even if He corrects us, He do it without condemnations like: "Maybe you should stop doing this because is not good for you.....".
People can said things to us, that makes us feel so inferior or condemn. But it is a choice of whether to let these accusations get over you. When people gives you this kind of feeling, it also means there is a sense of comparision and judgemnet. And these comparision only exist among peers. Isn't it true? Who compared with people of the different age as you? It often just occurs among peers. As long as our mentality is right-knowing that we just have to rest in Him, He will do the rest for us. He will turn the situation around for us. We do not need to do things by our own efforts to make it good, or to live up to other's expectations. We just have to rest, and the results will be beyond the expectations.

When we are discouraged about some stuffs, it does not means that God is closing the doors for us, and it does not means He is not answering our prayers. It just means that God closed the doors so that He can open up another door us us to work things out. And somethings, the things we asked for, God may not provide because He is protecting us from harm. Remember God will gives us in the right time and at the right place.

Isaiah 59:19
19So shall they fear
The name of the LORD from the west, And His glory from the rising of the sun; When the enemy comes in like a flood, The Spirit of the LORD will lift up a standard against him.

When enemies came, God will lift up a standard against them. So question is: "at the end of the day, are you trusting, depending on the Lord to help you in your situation?

What pastor preached today had really answer my prayer abt the issues I'm facing, especially the anger I had recently. God also spoke to me today, through my brothers-in-christ (Larry and Han Yuen) when we were having our dinner after arrow. As we were sharing about some issues that we faced, I told them mine also.
One sentence from Han yuen just striked me. He said: "Forgiveness is a choice, not a feeling". He means that it is up to us whether we want to forgive people and not whether is it hard to forgive someone. It is only when we forgive, and the feeling will come. haha. I guessed that's why there's this phrases: "Forgives and forget", and not "forget and forgives"

What will you do if someone that you trusted turn out to be someone that you cannot trust? What thoughts will come to your mind??

In the past, it was really very hurt for me to trust anyone, even someone that is closed to me. I might not even let out my deepest secret to him/her. Who will ever love this kind of feeling? It will only end up feeling very lonely. But as I came to Him (my God), I learn to let go of alot of stuffs, even for my 'comfort zone'. The past me and the current me, was just so different if you had known me. I tried very hard to establish trust with a person, a trust that there is nothing to be afraid of in front of that person; a trust that the person is someone who seen your true side rather than a 'mask'. I really want to continue to have this kind of trust in others because is only by trusting people, then you gain the trust. I really thanks God that He makes me what I am today.

But what happened recently was, this person (A)whom I trust leak out a most deep down secret that I have now. And was to some people, who does not even need to know about it, and I do not need to be accout to. Although I believe those people will not do anything, but the hurt that A gave, is something that cannot be undone now. At first I thought I was just in a fit of anger that I feel like giving that person a tight slap, and confront A personally. But what can I change? Nothing can be irreversible now. So what's the point?

I thought the anger will not last long, because I don't let my anger get over me. Even if I'm angry, it will almost be just a few minutes or just 1 day and that's enough. But this incident had really caused alot of hurt and I felt betrayed. This anger had lasted for long now, and the moment I heard A's name, it just kind of spoil my mood.

God, I don't like the way I am now. What should I do? I wanted to just let go of everything, and forget about all these, but is so hard. How come A became like this? I don't like to asked myself all these stuffs. I know the devil is just trying to get me into a depressed state. But Daddy, I don't want to accept it. I know You will not failed me Lord. But help me get out of it asap!

Today was the fourth day of my work, and is quite tiring which I think was due to my sleepless night. I woke up from my sleep with a terrible pain in my stomach and feel like vomiting. I think I only had 4 hours of sleep or less than that? The worst thing was I had nightmares. :(

Well, work at the centre are just a busy and I think I quite impatient today, maybe due to the sleepless night or what. But I really need to learn to control it. "We should not bring emotion inside work because it will be hurtful to the children", this is what one of my lecturer said, and is really true. Who would like to experience someone being bad to you when you never did anything? Nevertheless, I still enjoy what I'm doing now-gaining more experiences in the field that I am most properly going in the future. And it feels like the hard work had paid off when you saw the children smiling happily at you, and hugging you, most importantly learning something great from teh environment. :)

I not sure if that person is reading my blog, but just want to let you know no matter what happen, you are not alone alright. There is your precious Daddy God with you. I will keep you in my prayers, although I cannot help you much with alot of stuffs. But babe, I really thanks God for you. And I believe whatever you have in your path, you can overcome for God does not test you out of your ability as He is with you. So nothing is impossible with Him. :D

Today's my first day of work at a childcare centre. It was quite a happening day. I was slightly late. I prayed that the first day of work will not be too hard to handle the kids, and thankfully, it was not so bad. Just that as usual, some ids will run about during lesson/singing time and so I will have to 'grab' them to settle them down, feed them, change their diappers etc.

There was a twin in my class, J and K. They can't adapt to the centre yet and they keep crying one by one. And when this situation happen, the other one will be wiping away another one's tears and holding his hand. Ohy man, that's so sweet! :) Oh, the sweetest thing that I saw today was that the brother of J and K came to the PG bay and sleep with them. Actually, is the teacher that get W(the brother) to came and acc them as J and K kept crying for their dad. The minute the brother came to them, the first thing he do is to wipe the tears away and pat them. Then when they are lying down sleeping, the brother lie flat on the mattress with the face on one side and hold both J's and K's hands. Isn't that sweet? It great that although the day is long but seeing how brother took care of his younger siblings is great and it just touch your heart! :)

Oh but, the worst thing of the day was, a kid vomited on me with all his lunch (Kway tiao) -.- I was feeding him, then he cough and vomit on me. And the thing is I forgot to bring any extra clothes! But well, this kind of stuffs happened to me before also and is common working in a childcare. So end up I have to go clean myself up instead of feeding the children. :(

This incident actually reminds me of God, how He love us unconditionally even when we are so 'dirty; with sins. Haha. Praise God. Thank you Lord that my day is blessed with your grace. And thanks for loving me unconditionally! Love you Daddy. :)

Hello peeps!
I am Ailin, 18 years old
I am a Child of God
Born on 7th June 1991
Reborn again (accepted christ) on 21st Feb 2004
Attending New Creation Church
Studying ECH (Early Childhood Education in Ngee Ann Poly

I love My Family and Friends
I love Colourful. But prefer pink and white more!
I love Hello Kitty
I love Going Church
I love Hanging out with friends
I love Heart to heart talk
I love My Guzheng
I love Yummy Food
I love Children
I love Singing
I love Doing D.I.Y
I love Anything thats cute

I dislike Vulgarities
I dislike People giving me attitue
I dislike Boot Lickers
I dislike Comparison
I dislike Back-stabbers
I dislike Violence

Song playing :(blank)

I want a bigger house
I want a drum set

Family: Daphne
Junrong
Zhuo Yi


New Creation Church
Angelina*beloved sister;crapping mate*
Janey*beloved sister*
Jie Tao
Larry
Yi Lei
Kelesther
Vernice


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> Ren Jie
Rex
SKYCO


Echos of Valley Chinese Orchestra
Derek
Joyce
Raymond
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