God is just so amazing.

Today, as I was on my way to church, I recieved a msg from my evil twin and guessed what? She is able to go for HM7 camp! Praise the Lord. As I was thinking back, the whole process was tiring for her I guessed. The feeling of wanting to recieve, but yet there something that is holding you back was not really great. During that time, I feeling very sad for her too, but yet there is nth I can do but to keep her in my prayer that she will be able to make it for HM7. And amazingly, God did answered our prayer. :)
Another testimony by one of the brothers was that he got a book "Destiny to Reign" by our Senior Pastor Price from his friend's brother or brother's friend. I can't really remember but his story was, he saw this book on the table during the chalet and all he did was only saying that he want the book but did not really pray to God about it. Isn't God amazing? He knows what is good for you and even if you don pray in a manner like" Daddy God, I want that book, please grant me with it", God still bless you with it. Isn't that totally cool?!! :D

During the service, I couldn't really catch what the pastor is talking about. He was some guest speaker and I couldn't really understand what he is preaching because his accents is really strong. But I can remember he was preaching about casting your cares to the Lord!

1Peter 5: 6-9
6 Therefore humble yourself under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time,
7 casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.
8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversery the devil walks upon like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.
9 Resist him, steadfast in the faith, knowing the same sufferings are experienced by your brotherhood in the world.

Luke 10: 19
19 Behold, I give you the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and all over the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you.

The pastor shared about this authority that we had from God to overcome the devil is always with us. We can by all means reject what the devil do to us, but if we don't exercise this authority, how can this authority can be of significane?
God want us to cast our cares to Him because He loves us too much to see us carrying so many burdens on ourselves. That is why He want us to stand firm in His words and reject the devil. If we don't, how can God takes care of it for us? Self-efforts will surely failed but with God, He will never failed!!

I know my journey in this life will never ever be perfect and smoothly. There are bound to be times where I can get lost and hurt by people around me. But no matter what, I still have a Father, who is willing to listen to my complains 24/7. Who can ever do that? Nobody.
Daddy, You shall guide me throughout my journey and I shall learn to cast all of my burdens upon You. I just want to be a little sheep, knowing You my Daddy God will provide me with all I need. Even when I go through the darkest moments Lord, You shall give me the wisdom to overcome it. Thank You Daddy God.

I love You!

Today was my second day of school.. Aww. It was boring. I starting to miss the fun I had during my first year 1st semster. All the lessons are really great with great lecturers.

My whole day was like rotting in school... Sian Sian and Sian-ness. Simply nothing interesting to do in school. But well, thank God I have my sisters-in-christ in school, who can spend time in school with me. That's the thing that I appreciate it. Thanks God for that.

Proverbs 17:17 (The messsage)

17 Friends love through all kinds of weather, and families stick together in all kinds of trouble

Today's the first day of school. It wasn't a really great start. I wasn't really feeling well since on the way to school till home. It was bad.. I can't really concentrate during lesson, although we didn't did much also. My mind is like drifted off to another place.

I don know why, today what's on my mind is all about performance on the 24th may. I couldn't manage to go for practice for one week plus, and I tried to find time to practice, but hai... I really want to do well for this performance, even though I don really like my practices now. It is really like hell.. Staying there having the passion for it but with no friends around for you to talk to. Well, thanks God i habe You. But Daddy, I really need the strength to carry on with this. I don like to do smt that I don like, but performing is part of my life! How do I carry on if I don have you to anoint every practices I have no matter is it at home or at sch..

Well, lesson ends early today, at around 5.45pm. I went to meet my beloved sisters for dinner, turn out that jeremy is there too. Well, we had a fun time laughing, and taking photos, etc. I guess to be able to enjoy fellowship in school is the best. Everyone in poly is just friends-Project friends. Not really all, but mostly. Who is there for you when you really need them? So, relationships from God is still the best. No matter what happens, there is always someone to remind you that God is here, and my kingdom friends are here for me. No matter how down we are. Thank you Daddy.

I love you lots!!

Sch is starting soon!! Hmm.. how am I feeling currently??? Nervous? Excited?? Actually, I just just tired at the thought of that, but deep down, I want to go back to my student life again rather than working life. haha. It was really great! Working is really tiring and I feel so drain....

Well, this sem shall be blessed with super abundantly favors as what God had promised us for this year! This year shall be a year full of favors and salvation! Thank you Lord Jesus that I will have alot of free favors with friends and lecturers! :D

The Lord shall bless all my friends too with their new year! Amen

I'm bored!!! Was randomly looking up at some photos I took in the past and realise how blessed am I to have someone who I can just randomly called up last minute just to go out, and have a hear to heart chat. Hehehe. Show you my sister ok? She my twin lei. But we don look alike!!

This is my wicked twin! :D

Everyone will sure feel lost sometimes, feeling so stressed up by all the responsibilities that you have to carry out. And everything feels so bad that you get nth out of it when you have been giving and giving and giving... and everything just seems that you have to do so many things in a rush, that it is deprieving you of things that you want to do... I just feel so tired, and drain out.. to the extent that I got so piss and I don feel like doing anything anymore. What's the point????

I know the reasons for doing this and that. I know. But I not God, I don know how to get out of certain situations to do what I supposed to do. And I don like the feeling of doing just for the sake of doing it just because you want it. I want it my pace. How inlogical it is when you say you want the best and rushing it at the same time. yeah, to God is possible, but I feel so stress up. Can you understand??

"What can I do?" That's all you asked.. But what I see is you want your way. Telling me to do all these stuffs, then you doing another thing.

Yes, I know the reasons for doing it. And I really enjoy doing it for God. But putting all these stress on me really makes me feels so drain out. Who can I talk to? Who is there for me? Who is going to help me? No one except God.

But yet, everything seems to be going so wrong. For once I never felt so angry with you God. I never felt so worst abt You. Yes I know because you sees the gift that God puts in me, that is why you assign me with this. But God, I don want to serve with a heavy heart. And that not what You want too Lord right?

But, ultimately, I realise the real reasons behind it. Looking back, is not God did not deliver me from it. He wants it too much to help me, and guide me along. But the question is, do I allow Him to come in my situation?

During Praise and worships, I got so angry with God, and keep scolding God. For once, I never felt so down, I never felt so stress up with Him. But then, it was at that moment that I felt so closest to God. The feeling is just like He is my friend, who wants to be there for me yet i closing myself from Him. And that was why I broke down.. At that moment, I really felt the presence of the Lord. He is there hugging me, comforting me.

Daddy, I really thank you for all that You done. You did not even forsake me for a moment no matter how much I get so distant from You. You does not even care no matter how much I get so angry with you. Thank you Daddy. I love you!! I shall learn to depend You and not on Man. Man will definitely failed me.

This is way touching! This video reflects how powerful and merciful God is, healing all our sickness and pain, calming all the storms that lies ahead of us. All of these judgements, are all taken by Him at the heavy cross He carry...

I love you Jesus. You are the ultimate PERFECT LOVER that I can ever have.

New Creation Church is delivered out of its circumstances 2000 years ago at the cross...

There will always be the devil standing in between when you feel so close. The devil is always trying to break things up for you. But I shall not accept it for I am with Christ! The Lord is above all floods!

People, if you are lost, guard your heart. No matter what, everything will only work well when you have peace in your heart. Do listen carefull to this song, enjoy the Lord's pressence with you and listen to what He has in store for you. :D

Hello peeps!
I am Ailin, 18 years old
I am a Child of God
Born on 7th June 1991
Reborn again (accepted christ) on 21st Feb 2004
Attending New Creation Church
Studying ECH (Early Childhood Education in Ngee Ann Poly

I love My Family and Friends
I love Colourful. But prefer pink and white more!
I love Hello Kitty
I love Going Church
I love Hanging out with friends
I love Heart to heart talk
I love My Guzheng
I love Yummy Food
I love Children
I love Singing
I love Doing D.I.Y
I love Anything thats cute

I dislike Vulgarities
I dislike People giving me attitue
I dislike Boot Lickers
I dislike Comparison
I dislike Back-stabbers
I dislike Violence

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I want a bigger house
I want a drum set

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